Sunday, October 16, 2005
Well Explained
.
There were things
that even the smartest
human being cannot explain..
Like..
Have u ever experience
the feeling called love?
or maybe
Who can explain
What is miracle?
...
in Love, u cannot say
that u really love someone
til the day u separated
and u feel awful..
--it hurts--
and now u r all alone..
...
who wants the feeling
of being alone anyway?
the funny thing is..
it is u who left him..
now he's gone,
ur craving for him..
now r u happy that u left him?
and now finally ur free?
or maybe u r crying
too get him back?
--hahaha--
now can u explained
what is really behind love?
or
can u explained the feeling
that the more it hurts..
the more that it will make u happy?
oh how annoying
being so sarcastic..
now
in Life, u can say that
there is a miracle
every morning u wake up
because thank God
u'r alive again!
Things that happend
so fast and it is on ur plan..
uthink that it is a mircale..
well u'r ryt indeed..
coz it is really a miracle..
ucanno explain y does it happend..
but hu cares!!!
...
but hu can xplain things like..
there were people around u
crying because they failed
in the exam..
but u r there..
happy that u pass
but u didnt even open ur notes..
...
being heartbroken is so painful..
but for me..
there is no such thing as painful as..
u study fot the taxonomy of the plants..
still..on the main exam
u have been mentalblocked!
and u failed!!!
u study for more than 5 hours
no regrets and hesitations to have those
awful eyebugs!!
but nothing happend!!
.....
thank God!!
no one's failed
botany!!!!!
.
Now can u xplain that!?
5:45 PM
dollface* dollmaker;
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
wHaT a sTorY
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a girL was abOuT To ceLebraTe HeR BirTHdaY
bUt sHe saiD ThaT sHe caN aFfOrD nOt
To CelebraTe HeR birTHdaY as LonG as
hEr pareNts wiLL givE her a caR
in exChanGE.
uNforTunaTeLY,
heR parEnts Gave heR pacK
oF carDs cOntaininG
an invitatIon abouT hEr birtHdaY.
sHe ToLd heR parENts tHaT sHe
Doesn't need a ParTy Coz sHe
doesN't wanT to celebrate iT wiTh otHers
except for her famiLy onLy.
sHe's really expecting a Car on Her BirTHdaY
For ThaT Time she was alReadY 18 Years oLd.
as sOon as HeR cLass enDs,
sHe wenT home expectinG FoR aCar.
bUt instead oF Car,
Her ParenTs Gave hEr a BibLE.
She went maD anD ThreW The bIbLe.
That's noT wHat sHe wanT,
aLL she NeeD was a Car.
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aFTer Years haVe Past,
sHe gOt her owN famiLy,
NicE husBanD,
Luxurious Cars,
anD HappY cHiLdreN.
One daY she was inForMed
THaT heR parenTs died on a Plane Crash.
sHe wenT to The FuneRaL,
OuT oF nowHere,
sHe saw The bibLe hEr parenTs Gave Her.
sHe Open uP The BibLe,
suDdenLy, HeR Tears FaLL FrOm her eYes.
*******************************
The BibLe ConTains an envelop inside.
AnD a LeTter was in The envelop
containing a CaR KeY.
"HappY 18tH birThdaY oUr baBY,
we aLwaYs LovE YOu.
Love,
ma and pa"
==========
anD The car was stiLL in The GaraGe,
ParK anD coLored after
her favorite color..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
4:55 AM
dollface* dollmaker;
Saturday, July 30, 2005
**oucH**
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have u ever love some1 before,
but now he's gone?
have u ever felt the pain
coz he's not urs anymore?
have u ever tried to do
anything to get him back?
BUT
he never wants to go back
though before
he said he loves u?
****
it's really hard to forget him specially if u love him alot. y do they
cannot understand that? they always said that u should just forget him
but infact...its really hard...
y do they bother u to forget some1 ulove so much?
they just cant feel the pain that ur having ryt now...
***
y does u cant erased the fact that he's gone and he cant be urs again.
its really hard to say to him that u want him that much
coz there's a feeling inside that strives u to stop..
Y cant ujust accept that he's not urs anymore?
"hu cares anyway..."
but y cant u just stop waiting for him to come back?
"coz i want to!!!!"
y cant u just tell him that u want to scream to his face
**oOoOouUuucCcHhhH**
"it hurts!!!"
how come u cant understand his reasons..
but still..u want 2 be stupid and still believe
that he'll be urs again!?
stop!! and shut and f*ck them up!!
"it's what i want!!"
hu the hell cares!!
***************************
ouch!! ouch!!!
how come these awful feelings cant leave me behind and let me move on?
how come this f*ck is still on my mind!!
i hate love...
but i love to love!!!
*****
how come reality is so much pain!!
how come u said u love me..
though u mean is to leave me...
oh!! ouch!! it hurts!!
can this feeling just burst out!
..............................
comeback**comeagain**dont go
--mademoiselle_ayi-
12:41 AM
dollface* dollmaker;
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Broken
have u ever love someone but still its impossible for her to love u?
have u ever thought that maybe she hate you but infact she's not?
have u ever felt like u want to give up but somethin' still strives and push u not to stop?
well..for some reasons, there were things that is hard to accept. In every single person here, there were point of views that some can understand and some cannot. One of the most popular hardship in terms of pain is being heartbroken. there were several cases that u may encounter this kind of pain.
First, when ur courting or planning to court someone. she may refused u already but it doesn't mean that u have to stop or she doesn't like u. she maybe shocked or need sometime for her to decide about it. if there are cases that she may show u that she hate u, just show her that ur serious and u really love her! dont stop just because she show u a sign that she hate u! things can be learned no matter how long she may study it...but if u ensist, there is a possibility that she may realized that she need u and love u. dont just mock and hide in there! go out and show her!!
Second, when u have a past *an ex* but u cant forget her or u still love her and u'r doing anything just to forget these nightmare. U should not live in the past! leave it along with those awful memories, just treasure every laughs and smiles u've shared and buried the cries and pain u've felt..how can u do that? don't u know that treasuring or reminicing the pain would cause u alotof pain than to forget it? and don't u know that if they said learn ur mistakes inorder for u not to feel this kind of burden again would still remind u about ur past more? its better for u to not to think about it. coz the weight of the memories ur thinkin could coz u alot of time to forget and move on..sayin is believin. remember that u must always leave ur awful past to realize the gorgeous reality. just love again! love and love! be hurt! just let the pain fade!! love and love and love!! hurt and be hurt no matter how many times! til hurt finds no more in ur heart!! nothin will be gone if u love,u can earn nothing if u've been hurt. just love and love til it hurts no more!
Love is not blind! coz the lovers are the blinds!
do not live in ur past! leave it!
love ur life today! not yesterday! and let tomorrow come!
what matters most is move and enjoy even if ur soulmate is not yet there!
*Love moves, Love Hurts, Love sHows*
mademoiselle_ayi
3:01 AM
dollface* dollmaker;
Friday, July 22, 2005
Pain Behind Smiles
Don't you know that there are several people here on earth do not know what is the true value of an innocent smile!? People may see that you are happy just because you always smile...some people admire those guys who do not have any regrets or hesitations to show their real feelings...but some are not..
what is the purpose of smiling if u want to show you're happy?
why do you have to show that u r carrying a massive pain?
do WE really have to give credits to those guys who encourage us to show what we feel!?
or; CAN we just hide our pains with a smile?
There are several people here who just smile and laughs all day long, no matter the situation, they will show you that they are happy. BUT don't you know that there were human beings who put their emotions away? there were situations that change every single person, for the hardships they take, for all the pain they endure, for the love and promises that had been broken, for all the downful thoughts and awful mistakes they encountered and for all the tears they've cried...there's no reason for them to smile anymore. BUT dont you know that those people rather smile than to cry!? its easier to show that you're happy by just a smile. People will never know what you've been through.. coz situations like this will make you numb specially if you'll encounter another pain.
infact..i envy those guys who show what they feel. If they are sad, they'll cry. If they are happy, they'll smile.
its better if you'll show what you feel
if u fall, climb again, don't stop!
if some1 tries to break you,
let her!
just show her,
she cannot break you!
if someone push you to the top,
carry her with you.
Do not hesitate to smile,
coz a smile will loosen up your pain,
a smile can show them that ur thankful
u have them.
a smile can make you up again.
Dont hesitate to cry,
cry and cry til no tears comes out!
coz pain is just a feeling that u must treasure with
a pain can show you that ur alive,
that pain is the key for ur eternal happiness.
Just Plug anD plaY!
dont forget that
u must have fun!
just smile!
just cry!
dont think bout
what they would think!
its u who matter
it is u who is the master of yourself!
*God's Grace, God's Guides, God's Creation*
~DoLLface_maDemoiselle~
7:04 PM
dollface* dollmaker;
Sunday, June 26, 2005
I believe
we shouldnt let the moment pass us by
lifes too short
we shouldnt wait for the water to run dry
think about it
cause we only have one shot at destiny
all im asking
could it possibly be you and me?
So if you’d still go, ill understand
would you give me something just to hold on to?
and if youll stay, ill hold your hand
cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Time has come
for us to go our separate ways
God forbid
But my mind is going crazy today
i feel so cold
feel so numbim having nightmares but im awake
Help me lord
Fight this loneliness
Take this pain away
So if you’d still go, i’ll understand
would you give me something just to hold on to?
and if you’ll stay, ill hold your hand
cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Now that you’re gone, im all alone
im still hoping that you would come back home
dont care how long, but im willing to wait
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
3:30 AM
dollface* dollmaker;
Saturday, June 25, 2005
Take me as you are
Push me off the road
The sadness I need this time to be with you
Im freezing in the sun
Im burning in the rain
The silence Im screaming
Calling out your name
And I do
Reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you lose the side of your circles
Thats what Ill do if we say goodbye
To be is all I got to be
And all that I see
And all that I need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight
The calmness in your face
That I see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didnt ask me why
I never would have known
Oblivion is falling down
And I do
Reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you lose the side of your circles
Thats what Ill do if we say goodbye
To be is all I got to be
And all that I see
And all that I need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight
If you could only know me
Like your prayers at night
then everything between you and me will be alright
She’s already taken
She’s already taken
She’s already taken me
The day you said goodnight
9:52 PM
dollface* dollmaker;
hOLa!! waLa akO maisiP i-pOsT eh!!! neXT TYm na LanG pO!!
+aYi+
7:20 AM
dollface* dollmaker;