waLa kanG maGawa nOh!!

2005-10-16T17:45:00.000-07:00

Well Explained

There were things

that even the smartest

human being cannot explain..

Like..

Have u ever experience

the feeling called love?

or maybe

Who can explain

What is miracle?

...

in Love, u cannot say

that u really love someone

til the day u separated

and u feel awful..

--it hurts--

and now u r all alone..

...

who wants the feeling

of being alone anyway?

the funny thing is..

it is u who left him..

now he's gone,

ur craving for him..

now r u happy that u left him?
and now finally ur free?
or maybe u r crying

too get him back?

--hahaha--

now can u explained

what is really behind love?

can u explained the feeling

that the more it hurts..

the more that it will make u happy?

oh how annoying

being so sarcastic..

now

in Life, u can say that

there is a miracle

every morning u wake up

because thank God

u'r alive again!

Things that happend

so fast and it is on ur plan..

uthink that it is a mircale..

well u'r ryt indeed..

coz it is really a miracle..

ucanno explain y does it happend..

but hu cares!!!

...

but hu can xplain things like..

there were people around u

crying because they failed

in the exam..

but u r there..

happy that u pass

but u didnt even open ur notes..

...

being heartbroken is so painful..

but for me..

there is no such thing as painful as..

u study fot the taxonomy of the plants..

still..on the main exam

u have been mentalblocked!

and u failed!!!

u study for more than 5 hours

no regrets and hesitations to have those

awful eyebugs!!

but nothing happend!!

.....

thank God!!

no one's failed

botany!!!!!

Now can u xplain that!?

2005-09-13T04:55:00.000-07:00

wHaT a sTorY

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a girL was abOuT To ceLebraTe HeR BirTHdaY

bUt sHe saiD ThaT sHe caN aFfOrD nOt

To CelebraTe HeR birTHdaY as LonG as

hEr pareNts wiLL givE her a caR

in exChanGE.

uNforTunaTeLY,

heR parEnts Gave heR pacK

oF carDs cOntaininG

an invitatIon abouT hEr birtHdaY.

sHe ToLd heR parENts tHaT sHe

Doesn't need a ParTy Coz sHe

doesN't wanT to celebrate iT wiTh otHers

except for her famiLy onLy.

sHe's really expecting a Car on Her BirTHdaY

For ThaT Time she was alReadY 18 Years oLd.

as sOon as HeR cLass enDs,

sHe wenT home expectinG FoR aCar.

bUt instead oF Car,

Her ParenTs Gave hEr a BibLE.

She went maD anD ThreW The bIbLe.

That's noT wHat sHe wanT,

aLL she NeeD was a Car.

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aFTer Years haVe Past,

sHe gOt her owN famiLy,

NicE husBanD,

Luxurious Cars,

anD HappY cHiLdreN.

One daY she was inForMed

THaT heR parenTs died on a Plane Crash.

sHe wenT to The FuneRaL,

OuT oF nowHere,

sHe saw The bibLe hEr parenTs Gave Her.

sHe Open uP The BibLe,

suDdenLy, HeR Tears FaLL FrOm her eYes.

*******************************

The BibLe ConTains an envelop inside.

AnD a LeTter was in The envelop

containing a CaR KeY.

"HappY 18tH birThdaY oUr baBY,

we aLwaYs LovE YOu.

Love,

ma and pa"

==========

anD The car was stiLL in The GaraGe,

ParK anD coLored after

her favorite color..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2005-07-30T00:41:00.000-07:00

**oucH**

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have u ever love some1 before,
but now he's gone?

have u ever felt the pain

coz he's not urs anymore?

have u ever tried to do

anything to get him back?

BUT

he never wants to go back

though before

he said he loves u?

****

it's really hard to forget him specially if u love him alot. y do they

cannot understand that? they always said that u should just forget him

but infact...its really hard...

y do they bother u to forget some1 ulove so much?

they just cant feel the pain that ur having ryt now...

***

y does u cant erased the fact that he's gone and he cant be urs again.

its really hard to say to him that u want him that much

coz there's a feeling inside that strives u to stop..

Y cant ujust accept that he's not urs anymore?

"hu cares anyway..."

but y cant u just stop waiting for him to come back?

"coz i want to!!!!"

y cant u just tell him that u want to scream to his face

**oOoOouUuucCcHhhH**

"it hurts!!!"

how come u cant understand his reasons..

but still..u want 2 be stupid and still believe

that he'll be urs again!?

stop!! and shut and f*ck them up!!

"it's what i want!!"

hu the hell cares!!

***************************

ouch!! ouch!!!

how come these awful feelings cant leave me behind and let me move on?

how come this f*ck is still on my mind!!
i hate love...

but i love to love!!!

*****

how come reality is so much pain!!

how come u said u love me..

though u mean is to leave me...

oh!! ouch!! it hurts!!
can this feeling just burst out!

..............................

comeback**comeagain**dont go

--mademoiselle_ayi-

2005-07-24T03:01:00.000-07:00

Broken

have u ever love someone but still its impossible for her to love u?

have u ever thought that maybe she hate you but infact she's not?

have u ever felt like u want to give up but somethin' still strives and push u not to stop?

well..for some reasons, there were things that is hard to accept. In every single person here, there were point of views that some can understand and some cannot. One of the most popular hardship in terms of pain is being heartbroken. there were several cases that u may encounter this kind of pain.

First, when ur courting or planning to court someone. she may refused u already but it doesn't mean that u have to stop or she doesn't like u. she maybe shocked or need sometime for her to decide about it. if there are cases that she may show u that she hate u, just show her that ur serious and u really love her! dont stop just because she show u a sign that she hate u! things can be learned no matter how long she may study it...but if u ensist, there is a possibility that she may realized that she need u and love u. dont just mock and hide in there! go out and show her!!

Second, when u have a past *an ex* but u cant forget her or u still love her and u'r doing anything just to forget these nightmare. U should not live in the past! leave it along with those awful memories, just treasure every laughs and smiles u've shared and buried the cries and pain u've felt..how can u do that? don't u know that treasuring or reminicing the pain would cause u alotof pain than to forget it? and don't u know that if they said learn ur mistakes inorder for u not to feel this kind of burden again would still remind u about ur past more? its better for u to not to think about it. coz the weight of the memories ur thinkin could coz u alot of time to forget and move on..sayin is believin. remember that u must always leave ur awful past to realize the gorgeous reality. just love again! love and love! be hurt! just let the pain fade!! love and love and love!! hurt and be hurt no matter how many times! til hurt finds no more in ur heart!! nothin will be gone if u love,u can earn nothing if u've been hurt. just love and love til it hurts no more!

Love is not blind! coz the lovers are the blinds!

do not live in ur past! leave it!

love ur life today! not yesterday! and let tomorrow come!

what matters most is move and enjoy even if ur soulmate is not yet there!

*Love moves, Love Hurts, Love sHows*

mademoiselle_ayi

2005-07-22T19:04:00.000-07:00

Pain Behind Smiles

Don't you know that there are several people here on earth do not know what is the true value of an innocent smile!? People may see that you are happy just because you always smile...some people admire those guys who do not have any regrets or hesitations to show their real feelings...but some are not..

what is the purpose of smiling if u want to show you're happy?
why do you have to show that u r carrying a massive pain?
do WE really have to give credits to those guys who encourage us to show what we feel!?
or; CAN we just hide our pains with a smile?

There are several people here who just smile and laughs all day long, no matter the situation, they will show you that they are happy. BUT don't you know that there were human beings who put their emotions away? there were situations that change every single person, for the hardships they take, for all the pain they endure, for the love and promises that had been broken, for all the downful thoughts and awful mistakes they encountered and for all the tears they've cried...there's no reason for them to smile anymore. BUT dont you know that those people rather smile than to cry!? its easier to show that you're happy by just a smile. People will never know what you've been through.. coz situations like this will make you numb specially if you'll encounter another pain.

infact..i envy those guys who show what they feel. If they are sad, they'll cry. If they are happy, they'll smile.

its better if you'll show what you feel
if u fall, climb again, don't stop!
if some1 tries to break you,
let her!
just show her,
she cannot break you!
if someone push you to the top,
carry her with you.
Do not hesitate to smile,
coz a smile will loosen up your pain,
a smile can show them that ur thankful
u have them.
a smile can make you up again.

Dont hesitate to cry,
cry and cry til no tears comes out!
coz pain is just a feeling that u must treasure with
a pain can show you that ur alive,
that pain is the key for ur eternal happiness.

Just Plug anD plaY!
dont forget that
u must have fun!
just smile!
just cry!
dont think bout
what they would think!
its u who matter
it is u who is the master of yourself!

*God's Grace, God's Guides, God's Creation*

~DoLLface_maDemoiselle~

2005-06-26T03:30:00.000-07:00

Stay
[ Cueshe ]

I believe

we shouldnt let the moment pass us by

lifes too short

we shouldnt wait for the water to run dry
think about it

cause we only have one shot at destiny

all im asking

could it possibly be you and me?

So if you’d still go, ill understand

would you give me something just to hold on to?

and if youll stay, ill hold your hand

cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

Time has come

for us to go our separate ways

God forbid

But my mind is going crazy today
i feel so cold

feel so numbim having nightmares but im awake

Help me lord

Fight this loneliness

Take this pain away

So if you’d still go, i’ll understand

would you give me something just to hold on to?

and if you’ll stay, ill hold your hand

cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

Now that you’re gone, im all alone

im still hoping that you would come back home

dont care how long, but im willing to wait

Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

2005-06-25T21:52:00.000-07:00

The Day You Said Goodnight

[Hale ]

Take me as you are

Push me off the road

The sadness I need this time to be with you

Im freezing in the sun

Im burning in the rain

The silence Im screaming

Calling out your name

And I do

Reside in your light

Put out the fire with me and find

Yeah you lose the side of your circles

Thats what Ill do if we say goodbye

To be is all I got to be

And all that I see

And all that I need this time

To me the life you gave me

The day you said goodnight

The calmness in your face

That I see through the night

The warmth of your light is pressing unto us

You didnt ask me why

I never would have known

Oblivion is falling down

And I do

Reside in your light

Put out the fire with me and find

Yeah you lose the side of your circles

Thats what Ill do if we say goodbye

To be is all I got to be

And all that I see

And all that I need this time

To me the life you gave me

The day you said goodnight

If you could only know me

Like your prayers at night

then everything between you and me will be alright

She’s already taken

She’s already taken me

The day you said goodnight

2005-06-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

hOLa!! waLa akO maisiP i-pOsT eh!!! neXT TYm na LanG pO!!

+aYi+